lost meandering...

don't say much,
shit.
don't say nothin' at all.

and awake

?

"deer"- manchester orchestra


dear everyone i ever really knew,
i acted like an asshole so i could keep my edge on you.

time's so self destructive,
with no intent or motive

drab city, walking past midnight in the grit. where the slicked counter boys stare with disgust, and we sheepishly taste bland. ubiquitous, home to bright lit jersey colors and skinny fitted jean girls with j's. broken glass near smoky dim blue lit interiors, traded for insignificance. brash ill fitted tags by broken glass, curb side breeze by the ice cream shop. we've traded our series, in remembrance of d.c. streets. to try to write, passages of ill conceived nonsense drifting by cheap windows and purple murals.

shad - "at the same time"

hard to collect thoughts, hand written across the san francisco bay. surely undeserving, but the words remain inspiring. fate plays tricks all at the same time, forgetting fallout and city lights. because the duality is understated, misinterpreted- fucked with the culture, cosmic insignificance.



I never laughed and cried at the same time
Until, I saw my father as a young man like me

"when we're done" - xv

not everybody lives,
but everybody dies.